living ur life

Even though today was same as everyday...not thing very special. But, in my heart, today...i feel so different. Will...but not in a bad way either. Instead I felt so happy and cheerful, and I felt that I am so happy that God had give me this life. And I just want to enjoy every moment of my life that He had gived me...:) Even though it was a bad moment or a not so fun moment, I want to enjoy them too...because if we have no gone through those times, we won't got to the next thing that will happen in our lifes that God had planed for us! And we can't really learn things from what we have done if we want to skip those bad moments in our lifes! This had reminded me when we went to the God Chick Conference, and the speaker..was...forgot..wa...>< will, she had shared that we should all live our lives and enjoying every moments as we live in it, even it's not so bright times. And the topic for that conference was "This Moment". The things that she had really encouraged me was that in every moment or at this time, we should enjoy them and don't miss it. There's time of laughter, a time of sadness, a time of frustration, and more that our creative creater had planed for every moments to have a thing to do. Throughout this message, I had felt more clear that what we should really do in every single minutes of our lifes...and that's to enjoy it. Because it's the BEST gift that our father had gived for all of us. :)

What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? Those things result in death! - Romans 6:21

Invisible Tape

Today, when I was doing my homework, I suddenly spotted a tape in the side of my table. Then I suddenly have the cureucity to look at the tape. "invisible tape" and when i read this name of this tape, i am so shocked because i have never got the time to really look at a tape's name, and i am really surprise that it's called this. Because this name is so i don't know...can't really find a good word for it right now...too tired from studying...wa.....>< but i still have to finish typing this..lol. Anyways, back to the tape...lol. Then, I become really tired when i was doing my homewoks..so i started useing this tape to stick all of the eraser poops..lol..( i know weird...lol...because my head was about to explode at that time...lol...XD) Then I figured that there were accually some other tapes on this big tape's side, and they were for the cracks that the big tape has. Suddenly, I don't know were it came the word "God" in my head. So, I said to God, " Lord, are u telling me that this little, old, tape that I haven't used for a long time have something to do with u..??" Then I realize that crack of the big tape's case are like our brokeness in our heart and our lifes, and Jesus is the tape that have restored and heal our wounds. But, even though he was invisible like the tape, we can'e really see him really healing us throughout our lifes. Therefore, we have to believe in His great powers! In Him, all things are POSSIBLE! That's right..lol!

The other thing was the tape can tape all things together to let them connect with the other thing. And Jesus was just like it, He was the one that had let us to be united and restored with one and other. Even though some people haven't know Him yet, but Jesus still loves them and He may use the invisible tape to tape to tape them together with Him , since He loves them so much.

I can't believe that a little tape could be like God..lol. Invisible Tape is like the invisible God...that have watching over, healing, loving, huggingg, cheering, restoreing, and molding us.
You are awsome Good God!! You are Awsome God!! :)

The Lord says: "These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men. Therefore once more I will astound these people with wonder upon wonder; the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligence will vanish."-Isaiah 29:13~14

Savior

Today..it's friday again...and that means..my sistas are coming back la.....wahaa.....XD Also, I am so happy and releft that I have finally finished my three tests today....yahooo!!! lol... :) Ok...srrry i am thinking what had happened today from the beginning...since the car accadent that I have just saw , when we were going back home from picking up alice had really shocked me...XO. So, right now i am really dozzed off from what had just happened...and I can't really think what to say about my great day on today's friday. Wait...actually i don't really think that today was really great at all, because of the rain and the cold...freezing....weather...wa.....hate it so bad....><" and it was really funny, then alice said that, "this was the worst thing that would happened when we were stock in a traffic like this." so this was really funny. The other thing was that the worm was going to come out when it's raning, and my feet are going to get wet, and that will make my socks wet too, and this will then make my feet stinks! But, as I think, the worst of all was that there will be more car accadents. (Whoo...lol...i have finally got back to the thing that i was talking about..lol...) Anyways.. .so after we have picked up alice, in the freeway we got into a terrible traffic that i have ever seen..lol.Then, we all got really bored, so we started checking out all of the cars around us. This had reminded me something funny. So, then a school bus come by, and i said,"whoo...look..little kids! lol" Then we started waveing at them, and they had waved back at us....lol. then alice said that ,"aren't those high school or college student..??" then sala said, " college students don't ride school bus..." So, we made our conclusion that those are not so called little kids, instead they are all high school students. (And yes..we are really bored and tired of looking at all of the cars around us, so we started discussing about this thing...lol.. But, the traffic hasn't got any faster..... But, as the times gone by, we slowly got to the side of the IKEA store, and the funny thing was that the trafiic was so bad that we can't even pass the IKEA store over thirty minutes....wa.....lol....>< And every ten minutes my mom will say, " hey, haven't we pass that IKEA store yet...??" And this was like the huges IKEA store i have ever seen lol...:) Then we started wondering why it was so long...?? Suddenly we heard a police useing a microphone somekind of a thing saying something to the car in front of him. And we all thought that he is going to catch that person in front of him. But, instead the police want the car in front of him to move a side so he could pass, and go to the car accedent ahead. Back to the traffic, it was still slow as it will never end. But, then we saw two cars on the side of the freeway all ruined. And I saw that the driver in side the first car has laying on the wheel, and we all thought that person was died. Then, we started praying for that person, and i really hoped that person had already accepted Jesus as his personal savior. Then, as we listen to the fish radio station, we started singing song. But, after thirty some minutes have passed by, we suddenly saw a red car in the side of the road that all totally ruined, and as we were driving by we saw two more cars that had been hit by the red car, but they both are not worse then the red car. Then, we saw three people standing beside one of the three cars talking. And, I thought, is one of the driver of that red car still alive...?? and at that moment i can't really believe it because the red car that i have saw was seriously totally crushed and ruined in both sides and the front, and it must be a merical that that driver had survived from this terrible accedent!! And i think that God had gived him another chance and it was so unbelieveable!! lol :) But, I figuered that when we really had got the chance to share gospals with friend or family....do so...!! Because may be the next day, they may get into a car acciedent like this or other terrible accident! Therefore, we should go save the world as many as we could...because when we were playing, the time goes by and they may got into a accident and it may be too late. Even, a simple prayer can change their thoughts about their day. And through this little prayer for them can also change and influence their lifes! Therefore, go in to the world...and tell the world about our awsome Mosaia who loves us for who we are!


Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty." - John 6:35

Restoration

Throughout this few past week..i have been gone through alot of hard times in my spiritual walk. It's not because of that I didn't dig into the words or didn't worship him...the thing that have bothered me is my relationship with my mom. Cause this year, I have been taking some hard classes and one of them is Chem. which is my weakest subject..science..>< . When i heard this word, i would be so frustrated and i would run around the house crying to God "save me!!!wa....didn't you said that all the science is all fake lord?? then just take me out of this class....wa...!(lol...i maybe alittle kuku here...lol...) Anyways...so i have been trying my best to survive in this class since my teacher is also the hardest chem. teacher in my school.....wa....thinking of this had made me even more frustrated....>< But, even though i have been studying like my head is going to be blow out any minute, my mom still always cretisis me like she don't encrouge me instead she talk about my bad things...and i always felt that she don't see that i have done my best. Therefore, i would go to my room and pray about it and i will cry out to God and I tell him to mold me and shape me to be more and more like him each day, and ask him what can i do to restore my relationship with my mom. Even though I have been always shareing with my mom my feelings and tell her what is strageling in my life, but this time i don't know why it's especially hard to tell her.

When I went to church today, the most incredible thing had happened...God had talked to me! And it's through Jack's thermine today...^^ Jack had talked about that if someone cretisis you, you can't just hate that person back, instead we should talk positive things about that person to other people and we should also hug them..:) But, if this things had made you cry you shouldn't cry it for yourself, instead you should save those tears to cry out to God and not to youself!After the thermine sala had felt that this thermine God had talked to me..because before church i had told her what had troubled me in my life. Then she told me that i should tell mom about what i feel.

Therefore, after i have got home, i had gave my mom a BIG hug, and i told her everything. But, after that most shocking thing had my mom had said to me is that she acttrally know that i have been trying my best and she just thought that i could make it more better. Then at that night, the four of us, my mom, sala, alice, and me ate dinner and i could already tell that my mom is starting to encorageing me because even when i ate alot of carrats she encorages me. And i was like..you don't have to encorage me in this situation..but it was really nice...!!

Throughout this day, i am so happy that God had restored my relationship with my mom and he had also talked to me again....!! I love you God..!!! You are AWSOME!! :)

Love&Peace

You are my sunshine :)

Lord I felt so happy today.....whaaahaha....XD Cause it's FRIDAY...lol..! But, that's not the main point..lol...i finally got to have time to hang out with friends after school, and we have alot of unforgetable memories...! :) I also tried to share to one of my friend, whose parents are buddhist, about how awsome our Creator is. Lord, I am so grateful for the people You have put in my life; they have all filled my life with colors and excitments! I am so thankful God~! I love You Jesus ;)

And there's my wonderful family to thank as well...:) Jesus You have given me such an incredible family...a very funny, happy, warm, cozy...and words that I can't discribe you guys....lol...XD

When I was in...second grade or some thing...lol....I have this question that's always bothering me. Why are we in this world? And I know that we all have a purpose in each one of our lifes. But, at that time i am not really sure what is our purpose in life. Because i know that we all need to do well in school and go to a good college to make our parents proud...lol...and then find a great job and marry and live happly ever after....But, what is the real purpose in all of this? There must be someone who's watching over us...it's a feeling that i can't really discribe. But, it's not a bad feeling or anything, it's actually a good and warm kind of feeling. But, no one can really answer this question. And at that time i always felt that "someone" has already planed everything that's happening in my life...and i am so happy that i am in this great family and surrounded by alot of wonderful people. :) Therefore...i always felt very confused in my heart...><

But, God you have changed me when i came to know and feel you!!! You have rocked my world JESUS....whoohoo.....lol...XD You have turn my confused mind into a clear and a new side seeing this world that i am living in all this time!! :) You are like my sunshine, you have shined your light in my life to give me the best. We are all God's princes and princesses in his kingdom....yea!! So, don't look down on yourself.

I just want to write this down...i don't know why...lol..XD i just felt so thankful for all the things that i have went through in my life Lord...:) With you in my life, you have made my life full of excitments and wonders Farther...You are an AWSOME GOD.....also a Lovely farther that i can not describe! :) Lord keep on filling my life with alot of colors and i wanna be more and more like you each day. Even on my daily walk, i wanna feel u more and more too, and not only during church activities. :)

"If you can't go deep in the words, you can't go deep in the lord" -Have you been eating ur daily bread?--quote by Sala

Love & Peace