Season of Hope *

City Invasion

2008-08-03T23:42:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, me, Sarah, Criss, Irene, and Priscilla we went to the Old Town at Pasadena to do city invitation. So, before we start praying for people, we have to pray to let God revival some images or some specific kind of people we need to pray for. After the prayer, each of us wrote down some things on a paper. And there are library, books, princess, brown, Asian lady with a marriage issue, purple shirt, 21 years old lady, elephant toy and more. After reading through those random things God had reveal to us, we went out to find those things. But, then we decided we get into two groups so there won't be a lot of people praying for one person. Therefore, me, Irene and Priscilla a team, and Sarah and Criss a team. After splitting up, we start our journey.
We went to the book store first because I have saw a library and books. As we were walking around in the store, we saw a man who is wearing everything brown, and he is a black men too. So, I went up to him to ask from if he have any prayer request. But, he rejected it. So, we kept on looking around, then we saw a big elephant statue. And right next to it were an Asian dad and two of his daughters. So, I went up to him to ask if he want some prayers. But, he refused too. But, we didn't lose our hope, so we kept on walking around searching.
As we were walking pass the woman section, we saw a girl who is wearing purple and looking at a book about women. So, I went up to her and ask her if she need some prayers. And she was so happy and she said that she really wanted to find her soul mate. And after that I was like wow God, she is the one with the marriage issue. After I prayed for her, I start chatting with her, and also invited her to impact. And she was very looking forward to come to our church, and I was so happy. Then after that, we still kept on walking feeling more confident. Then we stopped by a table of dictionaries. As we were looking at those books, suddenly a girl wearing pink came over to look at those books too. And I really felt that God want me to pray for her even though she is not anything on our list. Also, I could sense that she is very sick. Therefore, I ask her if I can pray for her. Then that girl became so happy and surprised like no one has ever ask her that question before. And she said, " you want to pray for me? ok!" So, I ask her what does she want us to pray for her about. Then she said that she had missed chances between her and a guy she likes. And me and Priscilla and Irene look at each other with surprise because she's another one with the marriage issue.lol..After we had prayed for her, I ask her if she is sick. And she said that she had alleges because of the weather. So, we prayed for her alleges to be gone too. Then I welcomed her to come to our church, and she was so happy to come. Then Sarah and Criss came, and we left.
Throughout this fun experience, I felt so happy for praying for those people because you might never know if that person need your prayer that day. And just by a prayer, you can make their day! So, don't felt that doing city invasion is a shame or weird because praying for people is NEVER a false thing to do. Instead, it is a very great thing to do for everyone, and you may never know, you may save a person's life too. So, keep on praying for those people around you because they are God's children too.

Today, at church I was so happy and surprised that the girl wearing the purple shirt came to church today!!! Her name was Yin, and she is coming next week as well. Also, the girl wearing the pink who's name is Kate, had called and said that our prayer were very affective, and she want more!!! After hearing this, I was so shocked and excited because our prayer had helped her! WHHOOHOO!! :) JC ROCKS!!! lol... And we were still praying for Kate that she can believe in Christ! :)

Kept on doing God's work and miracles will happen!!!! :)

One Day in Summer

2008-07-03T23:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, one of sala's friend Sunny had his arm fractured, and he had no one to take him to the hospital, so he called my sis to take him to the hospital the next day morning. And when he told us about his broken arm, he said that when the doctor go check it, the bones might have to be reconnect again for it to not grow in different shape. Therefore, we prayed about it and hoped that the doctor will give us good news. So, the following day, Sala took Sunny to the hospital for a check up, and the doctor reported that Sunny's bone is healing properly! And we were like, GOD U ARE AMAZING!!! Yea...and that's very crazy moment...:)

After lunch, me , alice and sala took Sunny back to Riverside. On the way, me and my sis were like crazy and laughing so hard at many random but both funny things!! It was fun..lol. Anyways, and when we got to UCR, we found out that he was actually one of the councilors at that school for the orientation day. So, that was kool, and he was going to give us a tour around the school, but it was too HOT outside. Therefore, we stayed in the AC room, and it was nice...:) cuz our house AC wasn't that cool....:( So, after dropping Sunny off, we went to eat frozen yogurt....!! YA!! THANKS TO SIS SALA...LOVE U...lol...;) yummmy...<3

Then, after eating dinner and chilling at home, me, alice and my mom went to the open house to support our sala sis. and annie....:) When we got there at the parking area, we already knew that there must be lots of people who want to buy the house, cuz the cars parked outside were like jaguars, Odey, Lincoln, and many more. As we entered the huge house, we were like woooooo...lol...:) seriously..lol..everywhere you go, it's like amazing. At first, I couldn't even believe that someone can afford it to live in that house because the house is like a palace, and everything is so comfy and relaxing and luxurious. It was great!! They also served a lot of delicious food! And you won't guess who's our chief was! I t was SALA!! lol...:) and we found her at the chief's kitchen!! She was amazing..lol...Guys if you haven't been to one of the open house, GO!! Becuz you won't regret it!! :)

After the open house was over, we went home and rest.:) As, me and my family are watching a movie, Sala was chatting with Sunny on Aim. And me and Sala were both happy and surprised of what he had wrote. He said that after he had heard Sala, me and alice having so much fun in the car and laughing like our head is falling, it made him wanting to be wanting to be in our family. Also, he said that it had inspired him to try to do better with his family! And me and sis were like wow, we have inspired someone!!! And we felt so GREAT and Happy for Sunny and for us too..lol...;)

Today was a very fun and enjoyable day...:)
Let everyday be happy and fun for Jesus people!! ;)

7 feathers + 7 stones

2008-04-07T00:04:00.000-07:00

Omg....crazy stuff happened yesterday..!!

After Mark had shared about all of those crazy stuff that had happened at his church of gold dust, angle feather, stones, and more. And I was like " OMGod!!! I REALLY want all of those supernaturals coming into my life!!!" So, yesterday when I woke up I prayed to God that I can find a gem stone in my bed! I looked everywhere on my bed, under my pillow, and on the floor. But, He didn't give me one..><. So, I still kept my hope and prayers that something awesome and some new things are going to happen on Sunday!!!

At church when I was worshiping I closed my eyes, and I saw a vision. It's a collection of stones, and they were in a pink long, thin box, and with a clear cover which was opened. And I was all feeling weird about this, and I was like asking God, " Why are you showing me a collection of stone? And you know that I don't collect stone? Why not diamond and pearls or other things like what other people had found?" And the vision was so real, like it was right there in front of me, and I could really touch it! But, still He didn't respond to me, so I just kept on praying.

Then something crazy had happened after I went home after my art class. So, when I got home, I really wanna to have more of his presence in my house. So, then I just went t o my room and turn on music and start to worship Him. Then, after I have prayed, I opened my eyes and I saw a black thing in front of me. At first I thought it was a bug, so I use the CD case to poke it to see if it's alive. But, it was actually a very hard object. So, I just touched it, and that's when I figured that it's a tiny stone. And I thought ,"is this a supernatural thing from God?" But, as I was still wondering if this is some special thing from God, I found another tiny black stone on the carpet! And in my mind I thought, "why is there so many little stones on the carpet? Did someone wear their shoes on the carpet?" Then, more CRAZY thing happened!! Soon enough I found myself finding more and more and more in my room and in my other room!! So, I went to show Alice, and I ask her is this something from God? So, she said, "maybe and it have some shiny things on all of them too!" But, still I am curious about them. So, I went to ask my mom, and she closely look at those stone, she said "what are those? How did it get to our house?" I was so surprised, because this is something from Him!! But, still I am not sure what are those stones. Later, I put them on the table, I was trying to pray to make them glow, but at that time I wasn't really concentrated and it was also dinner time so I didn't really get it to glow. But, I still believe that with God's presence, it can make it glow.

So, back to the story. When Sarah came back, and we were chatting. But, at that time I had already forgot about those stones because we were watching the Charlie's chocolate factory movie..lol. But suddenly, the stones image appeared into my mind, and then I remembered about those weird stones that I had found. So, I just told Sarah what I had found in my room. And, when I showed them to her she was so amazed. So, I ask her ,"what is it?" She told me that Johnny had found the same stone at church too! But, still we don't really know what's the meaning of this stones. So, we were trying to take a picture of those stones, and Sarah lined it up. Just then I remembered my vision!! Those stones looks exactly the same as the ones in my vision!! And when we counted the stones, there were seven of them. And I was so shocked and amazed!!

So, then after the stone thing, me, sarah, and crystle, we were all excited of how GREAT God is!! Then something more crazy had happened later that night!! There were angel's in our house!!! OMG!! And it's not just in one room, instead there were one in each three rooms!!! Two of them were found crystle's bed and there were two feathers. One is brown and the other is black. And they were both the same color as the stones!! Then later, in our living room we soon found another one on the floor and it was a white one! Then, some more crazy stuff happened!! Sarah went to our bed room to find more stones, but she looked everywhere corner in our room for them, she still can't find them. Later, I went to the room again hoping to find more cool things there. Then suddenly, I found three more angle's feathers!!! The cool part is that they were all curls, and in the tip were goldish color on each one of them!! When I told sis what I had found in that room, she was so surprised! Because she told me that when she went to that room to look for more things, there were nothing special on the carpet!! It was crazy!! God's amazing!! And this let me remember one of Mark's story about those two sisters went to the person's house to find some gems stones, and they both were looking at the same place but only one sister had found the gems stone. So, this had reminded me that God doesn't really care about being fair on the things that He gives to people. He's a funny God :)

Then after sarah and crystle left. I still have this desire to find some gold dust or diamonds in my house! So, I continue my search in my house, and I searched every corner in my house. Then suddenly, I found alot little shiny, white, hard stones in one of my bed room's corner. But, still I can't be sure what they were. But, then on the other side my room's corner, I found another white little feather on the carpet!! It was so CRAZY that night!! whooohoooo!!! :)

He really listen to prayers, and when people really wanted something from Him, He will give them to you.

God!! Rain down on my family

2008-02-21T17:16:00.000-08:00

CRAZY stuff happened...!! But, it happened two weeks ago, and I didn't post it....>< Well, here it is now!..lol..

Well, this is not really about me, instead this is about my grandpa who's in Taiwan. Well, for those who doesn't know my grandpa..( that's like more than half the bolggers..lol..) Anyway, my grandpa was a very nice and kool....grandpa..lol...But, when it comes to religious stuff, or anything that's got to do with God, he will get very upset and he will argue with you until you can't take it any more. Because he believes that everyone who goes to church all hypocrites, and that they were only pretending to look religious. Plus, he doesn't really get why people believe things that they can't even see.

Well, personally I haven't seen him for like seven years. But, last time when sarah went back to visit them, she told me that he wouldn't talk to anyone. And when my dad brings his friends home, my grandpa would be very angry at my dad. The other thing was that he would get very selfish and wouldn't let my grandma have fun and go out with her friends. But, when he tried stop my grandma from going to church, she firmly stood her ground and told him, "you can stop me from going out with my friends, but you can never stop me from going to church" (wow, go grandma...). Therefore, my grandpa only let my grandma go to church. Well, my grandma is a very devoted Catholic. We are blessed and happy that our grandma believes in one God who is Jesus, and she knows he loves her. :)

Ok..back to my grandpa..lol. So, the past two to three weeks, he can't sleep very well. Every night, he will hear someone calling him to wake up. After my grandma heard about this, she invite her church's priest to come and pray for him. Then, the miracle happened..l0l..after that day after the prayer, he had good nights of sleep!! I mean every night!! :) But, the crazy thing is not really this, the crazy thing is that after that day, and it was saturday, he went up to my grandma and told her that he wants to go to church with her tomorrow on sunday!!! waaa..lol...When me and my whole family at LA heard this...we were all like WAAAA CRAZY!! and it's our grandpa who said it himself that he want to go to church!! lo..:) Then after my mom had heard this crazy testimony, she decided to go to my grandma's church...YEA...!! lol...:) Well, it's the grandma in LA..lol.

For those who are still praying for your family to be saved, KEEP on PRAYING!! But, things may not happen or changed very fast, but still have the FAITH on Him, and hold tight to him. Because God always have his own timing. And eventually that day will come!! Also, Prayer can always change everything..:) even a simple prayer too.

(Matthew 7:7 KJV) Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.

(Luke 1:37 KJV) For with God nothing shall be impossible.

(Philippians 4:13 KJV) I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.

(Philippians 4:6 KJV) Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.

(Revelation 14:12 KJV) Here is the patience of the saints: here are they that keep the commandments of God, and the faith of Jesus.

Hearing His voice

2008-01-24T22:49:00.000-08:00

In the past two week , I have lost my two mickey magnet earring. And I have no idea where they were, and I was so frustrated because first they were bought by my sis from Taiwan, and they don't sell them here!! And second, I am going to be killed if sista finds out...lol. jk @_@"" So I was so worried at that day, but then I remembered one of sala's testimony. It's the one when she lost her ID card at school. But, with no worries and trusting God, later she found it!!! Anyhow, I just stopped my worries and starting trusting Him. And after this two week I had forgot about those mickey earrings because of the final!! wa...><. Anyway, but it's just a few minutes ago that I had remembered about them. Because when I was packing my backpack for school tomorrow, I suddenly figured that there were two tiny and shiny things sticking on my wallet's metal zipper. Then I looked closer at it, and there's my mickey earring!! But, then I figured that I only had one mickey!!! "God!! Let this be a testimony and just give me some miracle here tonight!" So, I start searching in my backpack and on the carpet. As I was searching on the carpet, I suddenly remembered what Tina had shared on Sunday about her friend's contact's testimony. And it's her roommate who had lost them, and both Tina and her were searching in the bathroom. Then suddenly, Tina had this thought of stand up, but she doesn't know why. Still by faith and curiosity, she stood up. And there she saw her roommate's contact in the sink!!!! woowza....lol... Anyhow, by this testimony I starting to trust Him and hear what He wants me to do. Suddenly, I heard something telling me to look under the bag that's on the carpet. With faith, I just grab my bag and look under it. " God!!!! U ARE AMAZING!!!!" and there is my other mickey earing!!!

Seriously!!!In God all things are POSSIBLE!!! And just by simply TRUSTING in Him and everything will go into place. Well, even this tiny thing He had cared and helped, then I believe that He is going to do MUCH MORE GREATER and BIGGER things this year!!!!!!!

Wowza

2008-01-15T23:39:00.000-08:00

I was just typing my 3 pages essay, then I realized that I need to send my graphic design power point to my teacher for presentation tomrrow. But, usually when I send the power point by e-mail, it will take forever, because when I tried it at school to send it to myself, it didn't work. :( " God!! Just send this to my teacher, and let this be a living testimony, and then I can go sleep....!!" ) As...it was slowing loading...I still have this little sound inside of me saying, it will never work...it didn't work the last time, and it's impossible! But, then I suddenly remember the story that Jack had shared in his sermen. It's about this little girl wanting a candy, so she go to get the candy that's on the table. But, then she saw a butterfly, so she go catch the butterfly. Then she saw a beautiful flower, so she go pick that flower. So basically at the end, this little girl had forgot what she was doing in the beginning. In this little story, it had reminded us that, we all need to be focus at all times, and we should not be distracted by other things. Like when we are walking in our spiritual walk, we should focus on Jesus every minutes of our life. Or else, our life will be a mess, and you won't know what you were doing, and the purpose in life. Just like the little girl, her purpose is to get the candy, but she got distracted by some little things, then she didn't know what's her purpose anymore. And this can waste our precious times too.

" Lord! I just pray that each children in your kingdom will do things for you and let there be purpose in their life! No matter it's small or big things, you have all seen God, you just give us the strength to focus at all times so we won't get distracted easily Lord!"
Amen!!!

" Comfort, comfort my people," says your God. - Isaiah 40:1

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Small Cookie, Big Inspiration

2008-01-02T23:22:00.000-08:00

Today, when I was watching TV, Sala told me to try the cookies Dad brought back from Taiwan. Because it looked very disgusting in it's box's picture, I have never even touched it before. It was just sitting there, waiting for people to eat it.

Ok, so I chose one of the flavor from the box and it tasted good. Then I tired another flavor, but that one wasn't that delicious, and it had black things on it too...So I tried the third flavor, and it tasted even better then the two cookies before!

Why am I rambling on about this? Well, this little "experiment" with the cookies reminded me that when we do things, we should not keep doing them in the old ways. Instead, we should get up, get out of our comfort zones, and try new things! Trying new things help us learn from our past mistakes, build up our character, and help us mature. So let's do new things in 2008! Action Action Action!!! Without action, our faith is dead. Let's stop just talking about taking risks and start stepping out boldly!

For 2008's new year resolution, you can start trying new things in your life; I guarantee you that this will add a lot more colors and excitements into your life.

" Wise men store up knowledge, but the mouth of a fool invites ruin." - Proverbs 10:14

A New Beginning

2008-01-01T11:33:00.000-08:00

I can't believe it's already 2008...wa... :) This year went past like a blinked of an eye. 2008 is a year of new beginning, a year of entering, and a time to inherit the Kingdom of God. Lord! Let me to lead my family and friends to salvation!! God give me the strength to pray, to cry out, and the courage to go out there and share Your gospel!! Lord let me encounter more of Your miracles, hear more of Your voice, and do more for Your Kingdom. Let's be a DOer, and not a TALKer. :) Action Action Action !!!

Last year, 2007, was a year of breakthrough. And I have encountered alot of breakthroughs in many different aspects. Like, going out to pray for strangers, encountering Him, and singing in the singing team. I have also received alot more during the LTC training. I have learned more strategys of studying the bible, doing devotion, and important things of being a leader.I want to use all that I have learned and encountered to do more great things for God and inherit His kingdom.

"Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death." -Romans 8:1~2

living ur life

2007-12-04T18:11:00.000-08:00

Even though today was same as everyday...not thing very special. But, in my heart, today...i feel so different. Will...but not in a bad way either. Instead I felt so happy and cheerful, and I felt that I am so happy that God had give me this life. And I just want to enjoy every moment of my life that He had gived me...:) Even though it was a bad moment or a not so fun moment, I want to enjoy them too...because if we have no gone through those times, we won't got to the next thing that will happen in our lifes that God had planed for us! And we can't really learn things from what we have done if we want to skip those bad moments in our lifes! This had reminded me when we went to the God Chick Conference, and the speaker..was...forgot..wa...>< will, she had shared that we should all live our lives and enjoying every moments as we live in it, even it's not so bright times. And the topic for that conference was "This Moment". The things that she had really encouraged me was that in every moment or at this time, we should enjoy them and don't miss it. There's time of laughter, a time of sadness, a time of frustration, and more that our creative creater had planed for every moments to have a thing to do. Throughout this message, I had felt more clear that what we should really do in every single minutes of our lifes...and that's to enjoy it. Because it's the BEST gift that our father had gived for all of us. :)

What benefit did you reap at that time from the things you are now ashamed of? Those things result in death! - Romans 6:21

Invisible Tape

2007-12-03T22:26:00.000-08:00

Today, when I was doing my homework, I suddenly spotted a tape in the side of my table. Then I suddenly have the cureucity to look at the tape. "invisible tape" and when i read this name of this tape, i am so shocked because i have never got the time to really look at a tape's name, and i am really surprise that it's called this. Because this name is so i don't know...can't really find a good word for it right now...too tired from studying...wa.....>< but i still have to finish typing this..lol. Anyways, back to the tape...lol. Then, I become really tired when i was doing my homewoks..so i started useing this tape to stick all of the eraser poops..lol..( i know weird...lol...because my head was about to explode at that time...lol...XD) Then I figured that there were accually some other tapes on this big tape's side, and they were for the cracks that the big tape has. Suddenly, I don't know were it came the word "God" in my head. So, I said to God, " Lord, are u telling me that this little, old, tape that I haven't used for a long time have something to do with u..??" Then I realize that crack of the big tape's case are like our brokeness in our heart and our lifes, and Jesus is the tape that have restored and heal our wounds. But, even though he was invisible like the tape, we can'e really see him really healing us throughout our lifes. Therefore, we have to believe in His great powers! In Him, all things are POSSIBLE! That's right..lol!

The other thing was the tape can tape all things together to let them connect with the other thing. And Jesus was just like it, He was the one that had let us to be united and restored with one and other. Even though some people haven't know Him yet, but Jesus still loves them and He may use the invisible tape to tape to tape them together with Him , since He loves them so much.

I can't believe that a little tape could be like God..lol. Invisible Tape is like the invisible God...that have watching over, healing, loving, huggingg, cheering, restoreing, and molding us.
You are awsome Good God!! You are Awsome God!! :)

The Lord says: "These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is made up only of rules taught by men. Therefore once more I will astound these people with wonder upon wonder; the wisdom of the wise will perish, the intelligence of the intelligence will vanish."-Isaiah 29:13~14

Savior

2007-11-30T22:11:00.000-08:00

Today..it's friday again...and that means..my sistas are coming back la.....wahaa.....XD Also, I am so happy and releft that I have finally finished my three tests today....yahooo!!! lol... :) Ok...srrry i am thinking what had happened today from the beginning...since the car accadent that I have just saw , when we were going back home from picking up alice had really shocked me...XO. So, right now i am really dozzed off from what had just happened...and I can't really think what to say about my great day on today's friday. Wait...actually i don't really think that today was really great at all, because of the rain and the cold...freezing....weather...wa.....hate it so bad....><" and it was really funny, then alice said that, "this was the worst thing that would happened when we were stock in a traffic like this." so this was really funny. The other thing was that the worm was going to come out when it's raning, and my feet are going to get wet, and that will make my socks wet too, and this will then make my feet stinks! But, as I think, the worst of all was that there will be more car accadents. (Whoo...lol...i have finally got back to the thing that i was talking about..lol...) Anyways.. .so after we have picked up alice, in the freeway we got into a terrible traffic that i have ever seen..lol.Then, we all got really bored, so we started checking out all of the cars around us. This had reminded me something funny. So, then a school bus come by, and i said,"whoo...look..little kids! lol" Then we started waveing at them, and they had waved back at us....lol. then alice said that ,"aren't those high school or college student..??" then sala said, " college students don't ride school bus..." So, we made our conclusion that those are not so called little kids, instead they are all high school students. (And yes..we are really bored and tired of looking at all of the cars around us, so we started discussing about this thing...lol.. But, the traffic hasn't got any faster..... But, as the times gone by, we slowly got to the side of the IKEA store, and the funny thing was that the trafiic was so bad that we can't even pass the IKEA store over thirty minutes....wa.....lol....>< And every ten minutes my mom will say, " hey, haven't we pass that IKEA store yet...??" And this was like the huges IKEA store i have ever seen lol...:) Then we started wondering why it was so long...?? Suddenly we heard a police useing a microphone somekind of a thing saying something to the car in front of him. And we all thought that he is going to catch that person in front of him. But, instead the police want the car in front of him to move a side so he could pass, and go to the car accedent ahead. Back to the traffic, it was still slow as it will never end. But, then we saw two cars on the side of the freeway all ruined. And I saw that the driver in side the first car has laying on the wheel, and we all thought that person was died. Then, we started praying for that person, and i really hoped that person had already accepted Jesus as his personal savior. Then, as we listen to the fish radio station, we started singing song. But, after thirty some minutes have passed by, we suddenly saw a red car in the side of the road that all totally ruined, and as we were driving by we saw two more cars that had been hit by the red car, but they both are not worse then the red car. Then, we saw three people standing beside one of the three cars talking. And, I thought, is one of the driver of that red car still alive...?? and at that moment i can't really believe it because the red car that i have saw was seriously totally crushed and ruined in both sides and the front, and it must be a merical that that driver had survived from this terrible accedent!! And i think that God had gived him another chance and it was so unbelieveable!! lol :) But, I figuered that when we really had got the chance to share gospals with friend or family....do so...!! Because may be the next day, they may get into a car acciedent like this or other terrible accident! Therefore, we should go save the world as many as we could...because when we were playing, the time goes by and they may got into a accident and it may be too late. Even, a simple prayer can change their thoughts about their day. And through this little prayer for them can also change and influence their lifes! Therefore, go in to the world...and tell the world about our awsome Mosaia who loves us for who we are!

Jesus declared, "I am the bread of life. He who comes to me will never go hungry, and he who believes in me will never be thirsty." - John 6:35

Restoration

2007-11-25T20:58:00.000-08:00

Throughout this few past week..i have been gone through alot of hard times in my spiritual walk. It's not because of that I didn't dig into the words or didn't worship him...the thing that have bothered me is my relationship with my mom. Cause this year, I have been taking some hard classes and one of them is Chem. which is my weakest subject..science..>< . When i heard this word, i would be so frustrated and i would run around the house crying to God "save me!!!wa....didn't you said that all the science is all fake lord?? then just take me out of this class....wa...!(lol...i maybe alittle kuku here...lol...) Anyways...so i have been trying my best to survive in this class since my teacher is also the hardest chem. teacher in my school.....wa....thinking of this had made me even more frustrated....>< But, even though i have been studying like my head is going to be blow out any minute, my mom still always cretisis me like she don't encrouge me instead she talk about my bad things...and i always felt that she don't see that i have done my best. Therefore, i would go to my room and pray about it and i will cry out to God and I tell him to mold me and shape me to be more and more like him each day, and ask him what can i do to restore my relationship with my mom. Even though I have been always shareing with my mom my feelings and tell her what is strageling in my life, but this time i don't know why it's especially hard to tell her.

When I went to church today, the most incredible thing had happened...God had talked to me! And it's through Jack's thermine today...^^ Jack had talked about that if someone cretisis you, you can't just hate that person back, instead we should talk positive things about that person to other people and we should also hug them..:) But, if this things had made you cry you shouldn't cry it for yourself, instead you should save those tears to cry out to God and not to youself!After the thermine sala had felt that this thermine God had talked to me..because before church i had told her what had troubled me in my life. Then she told me that i should tell mom about what i feel.

Therefore, after i have got home, i had gave my mom a BIG hug, and i told her everything. But, after that most shocking thing had my mom had said to me is that she acttrally know that i have been trying my best and she just thought that i could make it more better. Then at that night, the four of us, my mom, sala, alice, and me ate dinner and i could already tell that my mom is starting to encorageing me because even when i ate alot of carrats she encorages me. And i was like..you don't have to encorage me in this situation..but it was really nice...!!

Throughout this day, i am so happy that God had restored my relationship with my mom and he had also talked to me again....!! I love you God..!!! You are AWSOME!! :)

Love&Peace

You are my sunshine :)

2007-11-16T23:51:00.000-08:00

Lord I felt so happy today.....whaaahaha....XD Cause it's FRIDAY...lol..! But, that's not the main point..lol...i finally got to have time to hang out with friends after school, and we have alot of unforgetable memories...! :) I also tried to share to one of my friend, whose parents are buddhist, about how awsome our Creator is. Lord, I am so grateful for the people You have put in my life; they have all filled my life with colors and excitments! I am so thankful God~! I love You Jesus ;)

And there's my wonderful family to thank as well...:) Jesus You have given me such an incredible family...a very funny, happy, warm, cozy...and words that I can't discribe you guys....lol...XD

When I was in...second grade or some thing...lol....I have this question that's always bothering me. Why are we in this world? And I know that we all have a purpose in each one of our lifes. But, at that time i am not really sure what is our purpose in life. Because i know that we all need to do well in school and go to a good college to make our parents proud...lol...and then find a great job and marry and live happly ever after....But, what is the real purpose in all of this? There must be someone who's watching over us...it's a feeling that i can't really discribe. But, it's not a bad feeling or anything, it's actually a good and warm kind of feeling. But, no one can really answer this question. And at that time i always felt that "someone" has already planed everything that's happening in my life...and i am so happy that i am in this great family and surrounded by alot of wonderful people. :) Therefore...i always felt very confused in my heart...><

But, God you have changed me when i came to know and feel you!!! You have rocked my world JESUS....whoohoo.....lol...XD You have turn my confused mind into a clear and a new side seeing this world that i am living in all this time!! :) You are like my sunshine, you have shined your light in my life to give me the best. We are all God's princes and princesses in his kingdom....yea!! So, don't look down on yourself.

I just want to write this down...i don't know why...lol..XD i just felt so thankful for all the things that i have went through in my life Lord...:) With you in my life, you have made my life full of excitments and wonders Farther...You are an AWSOME GOD.....also a Lovely farther that i can not describe! :) Lord keep on filling my life with alot of colors and i wanna be more and more like you each day. Even on my daily walk, i wanna feel u more and more too, and not only during church activities. :)

"If you can't go deep in the words, you can't go deep in the lord" -Have you been eating ur daily bread?--quote by Sala

Love & Peace